Aimless
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Week 10 – Day 5
Crashing?Tears, pain, withdrawal tension, medication load, questioning purpose, bedbound with heat pads, stabilising decision, emotional overwhelm, relationship strain, sciatic irritation.
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Raw Poem of Wakefulness
The narrator experiences relentless, burdensome existence each morning, yearning for peace and an escape from life’s monotonous obligations.
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Imprisoned by LIFE
I am Imprisoned by life. My life circumstances stop me from escaping. I used to think that suicidal thoughts were a coping mechanism, they are not, they are just a way of life now. At some point I will be free to finally go to sleep I feel very, very low, very tearful, on the
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Buprenorphine Taper – Week 6
Week 6 of my buprenorphine taper involved progress and setbacks, with pain management challenges, successful monitoring, and reflections on my journey.
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Knee Injury During a Buprenorphine Taper
A knee injury has complicated a buprenorphine taper, requiring adjustments in medication and focus on stability and control.
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Latest Buprenorphine Plan
The hybrid Buprenorphine plan outlines structured dosing to manage pain effectively while retraining the medication relationship with clear boundaries.
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Cannot
A really bad day brings negativity on a huge scale. No joy in posting but an important record
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Buprenorphine Taper – Week 5
Week 5 of the buprenorphine taper was characterised by stability and disruptions, with manageable symptoms and insights into pain and cravings.
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Buprenorphine Taper — Week 4
Week 4 shows stability amidst pain fluctuations, fatigue, and emotional stress; controlled medication use supports resilience and effective management.
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One day she won’t be there
The narrator reflects on the profound loss of a loved one, pondering the silence and emptiness that follows her absence.
Aimless
I’m from the UK — living with pain and mental illness, sharing my journals and fragments to show what it really looks like to keep going.