Aimless
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Catheter – Day to Day Record (Around 1 Week In)
Adjusting to catheter life, disrupted sleep, exhaustion, and reduced capacity whilst trying to stay patient, practical, and emotionally steady day-to-day.
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Life masured in Millilitres
Everything is measured now: sleep, pain, urine, time, control. Life narrowed to tubes, drainage, exhaustion, and quiet adjustment.
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Fighting Fears with My Tears: The Night Everything Spilled Over
A rapid collapse into scans, catheterisation, exhaustion, fear, and uncertainty — while still trying to adapt, function, and endure daily life.
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Hello Catheterisation
Admitted with worsening leg numbness, urinary retention, eGFR 29, catheterisation, MRI investigation, and ongoing neurological and urological follow-up needs.
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Sleep Apnoea! The nurse called today
“Sleep apnoea leaves me exhausted, but after yesterday’s nurse call I’m persevering with the new CPAP mask and hopeful again.”
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We’re all bonkers!
Sometimes something just pops in your head and this popped into mine!
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You have won the national lottery
Seeking stability, recovery, and peace rather than luxury; building a calmer life while quietly helping others through honest shared experience.
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Astray
Depression, pain and exhaustion pulled me away from Aimless. I haven’t disappeared completely. I’ve simply been struggling to exist.
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Week 10 – Day 5
Crashing?Tears, pain, withdrawal tension, medication load, questioning purpose, bedbound with heat pads, stabilising decision, emotional overwhelm, relationship strain, sciatic irritation.
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Raw Poem of Wakefulness
The narrator experiences relentless, burdensome existence each morning, yearning for peace and an escape from life’s monotonous obligations.
Aimless
I’m from the UK — living with pain and mental illness, sharing my journals and fragments to show what it really looks like to keep going.