
Millilitres become the language of living after A&E, where life shifts from assumption into measured bodily reality and awareness.

Scans, catheters, sleepless nights, uncertainty and exhaustion. Not the week I wanted, but I am still here today.
The night before urology: uncertainty, exhaustion, hope the catheter might come out, and fear that things may not be simple.

I’m from the UK — living with pain and mental illness, sharing my journals and fragments to show what it really looks like to keep going.