Susan is really ill at the moment with vomiting and diarrhoea. Been going on for two days now. Going away in January is probably not. The best of ideas is bit cold outside harsh rain wind and strong winds.

I went out to gather some supplies to a town called Hawes to ‘Hunter Gather’ some things for Andrea. Imodium and some Rehydration powders.

Susan says that The powders are disgusting, but I told her to get a grip and just get it drunk what I think she found odd.

On my way back, I saw a beautiful bridge, enough to take a photograph, so I stopped the car and took a photograph of it, it goes along with the title of this post double trouble as it’s a twin bridge. I’ve never seen one like that before.

I would not have been able to do it, alas I would have known little more and just get your head down and deal with it.

I feel really mentally good in my mind. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m just grateful to be here even or many times I just do not want to be here

The fact that I feel okay makes me glad that I did not start the new SSRI that the psychiatrist suggested. So I am mentally in control, I feel really good. The control might be due to the pain painkillers I’ve been taking, for my ankle (which is getting better through rest) but it doesn’t really matter. I’m awake and I’m alive.