Content note
This site contains honest accounts of difficult experiences and may include disturbing reflections.
A life, written honestly
Moments of struggle, resilience, and truth
This is a raw record of a life unfolding in real time. It traces difficult days, small victories, exhaustion, and the stubborn effort to keep moving forward. Nothing is polished here — just an honest account of what it feels like to keep going.

A day of darkness transformed into gratitude, as sharp thoughts were confronted, leading to reflection and creativity despite lingering fatigue.
Go away. Stay away. Fly away. Stay away. Away, away. Every day. I’ll kiss and say goodbye — away from the train, away from the plane. Just away. AwayAlways away

The narrator reflects on returning powerful medication, experiencing fear of withdrawal but also a sense of resistance and control.

A grey reflection in glass, a life remembered, youth questioned, sleep desired, and one quiet question remaining: what became of George?

Hi, I’m George, from the UK. I’ve lived with physical pain and mental illness, and for years I followed doctors’ advice to write down my feelings… and throw them away. I didn’t. Since turning 60, I’ve shared them online — unpolished, unfiltered, and open for anyone who wants to read.


