Feeling less suicidal today – if that’s possible

Medication lithium antipsychotics

I guess that mentally well people would fall into this category as they are ‘mentally well’

There can be no means test to this as everyone has their problems. However how to they deal with their individual stressors. I guess if you examined the stressors of a million people none would be exactly the same.

Difficult to treat? With there being no-one having the same stressors how can each of our mental health be treated with the same medication? The answer should be no, yet still the anti psychotics flow.

So pumped with quetiapine I’ve got through the day ending up with 400 buprenorphine and 10 diazepam, just reading that back sort of gives me a message. Did the drugs work while they take away the pain?

The pain of life the pain of being awake unlike the previous few days I actually am looking forward to the morning, so by looking forward I may be tempting fate e

One day we will ALL not wake up and we will be none the wiser. This is just getting confusing.It’s 8 pm so I will take my night time medication and drool my way through a film that will no doubt make me feel worthless in the shadow of Hollywood.

Till tomorrow….

Aimless

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