Aimless
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Woke up with my heart in my mouth
Was like something was wrong, or guilty feeling when you have done nothing wrong yet nothing seemed right. Woke shaking inside my heart and my mouth and feeling sick Please go back to sleep. Please go back to sleep repeating and repeating in my head but it’s not gonna be that easy. Happy Thursday to
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So is it going to be a lovely day?
The sun is shining and I had a temazepam free night. So bright as a button, I shall dig the car out of the snow and get some items I’ve sold on eBay off to the post box. I got really stressed as I was trying to get the packages out but managed to get
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Feeling less suicidal today – if that’s possible
Just another day in paradise. Hmmm
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This is what the site is all about – LIVING with SUICIDE in my head not in my hands.
9am Waking up after 12 hours in bed, please go to sleep, please go back to sleep, please please please go back to sleep going back to sleep or just taking it away on my dream of something wonderful exciting. I get up I’m on my own Susan still sleeping Wake up with screaming in your
About Me
Aimless
Pseudonym is Andrew. I’m in the UK and have suffered wih physical pain and mental illness, Doctors have told me to write down my feelings and throw the paper way. I have not. From the age of 60 I have put it online for anyone to read…
Easy life? 