Feeling fine, I rise to Ruth’s alarm, grrrr. I feel okay, probably the lithium is on its half life. Been out with the family for birthday meal at 2pm so I’ve 4 hours to try to figure out what to do.

Exhaustion is the norm for me following a meal I always feel extremely exhausted, whether it is my kidneys, medication or just plain old me, I do not know. So on return to home I just could not do anything, I have often thought that I suffer with Myalgic encephalomyelitis (ME), however I do not want to go moaning to the doctor considering all the medication I am on and there is no cure for it.

Love those who care

Please speak to Your healthcare provider, doctor, psychiatrist and anyone else whom is looking after you, before you even consider a similar journey that I have. The action that I have taken has only been taken with advice from my general practitioner doctor and psychiatrist.